Goodnight,
Thank you for being with me, in sadness and joy,
You are so huggable, fills me with comfort when I hug you,
Although at times I forgot about you, but you are always there, and even if you should move out of my bed sometimes..
You are still there, you are still here by my side.
Now let us sleep, dreamless, and full of joy of the next morning excitement..
Goodnight..
I am thinking how to get past this slippery screen. Because my muscles work twice harder to draw on such slippery screen and the pen’s isn’t helping either. Maybe it was still better if I did buy a Wacom or Bamboo Fun?
I’m not sure, I guess everything has its good and bad sides. But it is damn difficult to keep my strokes clean when it’s this slippery.
Now I know why it gets difficult to draw on my touch screen. Because it’s slippery, and plus: I put a screen protector, thus it becomes even more slippery. To make a smooth line is quite difficult.
Drawing pad is expensive and unnecessary.. if I could manage to make my hands accustomed to drawing in such slippery pad.
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Now playing: Michael Buble – Comin’ Home Baby
via FoxyTunes
I’m missing my man. I know he’s away because he wants our family to be happier.
Working for our savings, bit by bit.
Waiting day to day, from Friday to Friday. When it gets to the D-day, then I don’t want it to turn to Sunday.
Because time passes so fast like a jet, and goodbye comes between us, once again.
But love doesn’t come and go. Love stays. Love bridges you and me. Love bridges Friday to Friday.
I simply just can’t wait for Friday to say hello to my life again.
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Now playing: Michael Buble – I’ve Got You Under My Skin
via FoxyTunes
With the advance of tools to draw (talking about my touch screen laptop), I thought it would be easier to draw nicer. Easier to draw, yes. But easier to draw nicer: not really.
It gets sometime to make myself accustomed to drawing with the stylus pen and adjusting the strength of my fingers’ pressure on the screen. Because it is difficult to create an even pressure on just one stroke, moreover multiple strokes with different depths.
Well, I’m thankful, though, it’s still easier to draw and I don’t need to scan pictures, and don’t need to waste paper. Being greener is a good advantage in having this baby (HP Touchsmart TM2 1013TX). I must practice so I can draw better.
I was feeling very mixed when I drew this.
Old memories bring back various emotions. So this is uncertainty.
I present to you.
Thanks.
Benar adanya, di suatu siang yang cerah ini, saat ku memejamkan mata, terbayang olehku suatu tempat yang awalnya nampak gelap dan sangat luas, penuh terisi kerlap kerlip yang ternyata adalah planet dan galaksi-galaksi miliki jagat raya..
Tempat itu aku kenali sebagai suatu bangunan yang megah dan agung.. Sesuatu yang aku kenali sebagai surga. Bangunan itu pun tampak putih dan terkesan bening, sekalipun tidak tembus pandang. Aku dapat melihat betapa megah dan besarnya dari ukurannya yang menandingi luasnya alam semesta. Bangunan itu tidak berbentuk segi empat. Ia melingkar dengan banyak pintu gerbang. Gerbang-gerbang yang adalah jalan masuk ke dalam istana jagat raya itu.
Tak lain tak bukan, gerbang itu semua mewakili agama-agama yang ada di jagat raya. Semua agama menghantarkan umatnya masuk ke surga. Tak ada satupun yang hanya seorang benar sendiri. Semua kembali pada Sang Pencipta.
Karena kehidupan adalah energi. Segala makhluk hidup adalah perwujudan dari energi yang kekal. Yang tak membutuhkan mesin untuk menyalakannya, namun ada dan menjadi satu bagian yang lengkap dengan Pencipta. Kita semua adalah energi, yang hidup dalam selongsong kita. Dan saat kita pulang, kita akan menjadi satu bagian dengan alam raya.
- agak sulit untuk menceritakan visi ini kembali secara sempurna, karena sudah agak aus di ingatanku, namun vibrasi itu masih melekat di dalam jiwaku -
Finally tried Photoshop. But damn, my skills have gone somewhere else. And I gotta admit that I suck.
Poor this baby, to have someone like me draw on her.
I’m sorry.. I’ll practice even more to make you at least a bit proud of your owner.
Here I am scrabbling again. 
I know it looks terrible. Yeah, I did it in very low light setting, my tummy feeling too full, and didn’t wear my glasses too. It went missing sometime ago, and I didn’t bother to find them.
Gonna try doing it in Photoshop CS3. I’m still doing this one using OneNote.
So what the heck is this about?
In case you’re wondering, or maybe not (I don’t care). It’s my very first doodle. Did it in OneNote. I’m still practicing with the pen. So well.. Practice makes perfect. I will do more later. Since I don’t have to waste lots of paper like I used to. And I could publish it very simply by using my precious new partner!
In case, again, if you’re wondering (or maybe not, I still do not care – since I do wonder if I actually care – or not >> this is getting confusing) with what I’m drawing these.. It’s all thanks to my parents and my husband who worked hard for this baby, HP Touchsmart TM2 1013TX. Now I can draw and write easier and create better presentations (hopefully) using this baby.
Thanks to God! If it ain’t for God’s blessing I would never have one, ever. Please bless me and my “partner” so that nothing bad will come upon us, like the previous precious partner, which was stolen around 3 months ago.
Amen.
